once...

Its strange how things change ...how u chng.. once wn u nva cared abt nythin.. onc wn u wr nva serious of nythin.. and now thr is one more onc...onc wn u sit in a room alone and you are mor blank thn white snow.. wn without intendin u write strange custom msgs on gtalk tryin to put ur feelings in word.. onc wn u blankly stare at the list of online ppl.. onc when u do everythin wrong..and feel tht how can you be in such a huge mess.. once when you feel tht u r unluckiest of all. once when it seems tht no one understnds you and when evryone seems to b either lecturing you or not bothered of you..onc wn u feel tht is this wt u r supposed to feel???..once when you miss the time when wat all you were bothered of was to find a bag matching with your stilettos.. onc ws time when you used to sit wth your frnd in an alley smoking cigarette and feelin tht why everythin is so wrong in ur life.. though wn now u think of tht day u feel tht it was so trivial wht made u thn so sad .. and thn u feel.. tht thr'll b agn one more onc wn u'll b feelin tht wat seems to b so disastrous today ws as trivial as rest... when onc.. u'll b agn smilin... when u'll have lot to speak of.. onc when your phone will not b lying in next room but when you'll again be up late night fightin on a call for a trivial issue ..and texting all the time...when you'll once agn fight over next tequila shot or cigarette ..wn once agn u'll fall in love and feel that everything around you is so beautiful..onc agn wn u'll b smilin and feel happy... once agn you'll not be so sad..you'll again be only worried tht u haven't visited the recently inaugurated restaurant or u hvnt shopped from last 15 days.. and once agn u'll be only bothered about buyin the new dress you saw in Vouge ... once..once again...